YOU NEED JESUS NOT RELIGION - My Testimony

Jesus Christ is ALIVE. He SPEAKS and
His sheep HEAR His VOICE. I am one of His sheep, He speaks to me, He
guides me, I hold His hand and I follow Him. Like so many believers I
was ignorant. I did not know Jesus even though I believed in Him, but
Jesus disclosed Himself to me. He spoke to me.

I was religious and I was deceived.
Many years ago I first believed in Jesus. I repented and was
baptized. Then for years I was seeking the baptism in the Holy
Spirit, but even though others that I knew received the baptism in
the Holy Spirit, with evidence of speaking in tongues, I did not
receive it. I grew despondent and I was disheartened, and then I gave
up. I decided to live holy, in obedience to Jesus and then I received
the baptism in the Holy Spirit. While praying, one day, I felt the
joy of Jesus coming over me and then I started speaking in a heavenly
tongue. It was wonderful. I was filled with enthusiasm and eagerness
to witness for Jesus.

I was 17 years old. I started street
preaching and praying for the sick. Many were healed. I was going
around preaching and witnessing for Jesus. I left the church because
they wanted me to be part of their programs. I then got involved
with a group that were casting out demons and doing deliverance. They
were also speaking personal prophecies. What I did not realize is
that I was not focused on Jesus any more. I had become part of a
group, a ministry, led by men. They were manipulating group members
through prophecy. This group was also preaching for men to stay
single and not marry. For others they were prophesying to marry
specific members of the group. One day they prophesied something over
me that infuriated me. I was left with the belief that in order to be
pleasing to God I should be celibate, and that did not appeal to me.
I turned away from the group but I was also no longer with Jesus. I
was foolishly, mad at God also, and I went my own way. I was
spiritually destroyed. At that stage I was also unemployed because I
had left my job to be full time worker, or missionary in this group.

I found a job and started building my
life, working hard but I allowed sin to creep in. Before long I was
living a godless life. I got married and we had two children. I was
doing good in my work, making good money, bought a house, climbing
the corporate ladder, but then there was a car accident. My wife was
alone in the car. After lying in hospital in a coma for three weeks,
she passed away, leaving me, a widower with two little boys, the
youngest 9 months old.

Prior to the accident she had a
premonition. She would often say to me that if she dies I must marry
again, and I would say to her not to talk like that. That was a very
difficult time in my life, but in the back of my stubborn sinful mind
I knew God was speaking to me through my wife's death, calling me
back to Him.

During that time I met wonderful lady
whom I soon married. She was a godly woman though, and many fights
ensued because she wanted to drag me to church. I knew the Bible well
and I knew the hypocrisy of the church. One night my wife managed to
drag me to a tent service and I sat there listening to the preacher
with animosity and skepticism, but the Holy Spirit spoke in my heart
and I realized that my case was with Jesus, not with religion or with
a church.

I prayed and I said:”Lord, if You
want me back, I dearly want to come back to You, but I have fallen
far.” Jesus took me back. I was changed. It was the beginning of a
long, hard road that did not only change my life but also impacted on
many others. It is a the journey on which I am still today. I learned
much and I am still learning every day.

There was one thing that I asked of the
Lord and that is, I said:”Lord, I want to be ONE MAN, all the time,
that You can be pleased with.” I used to be a good actor, different
persons in different situations. I was man of the world at work and
with my friends, another person at home and yet another person when
my wife managed to drag me to church. That stopped. Jesus changed me.
I am His man, all the time. As result of that I did not fit in any
more. I did not fit in at work, they fired me. I did not fit in with
my friends, they left me. The family though I was crazy, they
rejected me. I did not fit in with church, they rejected me. That is
what happens if you follow Jesus. Jesus said:”You will be hated by
all men, because of Me.”

We went through much hardship, but in
that time we truly got to know Jesus. We learned to trust in Jesus,
not in friends or money. We often did not have money, no medical
insurance, no fixed job, no securities. We learned to pray and trust
the Lord. We never begged, nor slept on the streets, nor went without
food. That hardship lasted for more than 3 years, then the Lord
changed our fortune and it went extremely well with us, but we never
forgot what it was, not to have, and we learned to depend on Jesus in
the worst of circumstances. I can write books about the things we
went through and some of my testimonies are on Youtube and on my
website.

To practice religion is easy and
convenient, because you can always generalize, apply scripture to
your beliefs to your situation. You can justify many things that are
wrong, you can justify your own shortcomings, but if you follow Jesus
there is no place to hide. He takes you on the narrow road, the often
impossible road and you have to decide all the way along the road,
whether you will stay with Jesus or whether you will follow your own
way. The way that Jesus shows you often does not make human sense. It
is often humbling, humiliating, daring, uncertain and downright scary
but if you are not willing to follow Jesus by faith and do what He
tells you to do, you go into darkness. Your faith will be tested. Do
you really trust Jesus? Do you really love Him? Will you go with Him
all the way? He gives you the choice, all along the way. You can quit
at any time, but then you are on your own, in darkness, heading for
destruction. You can always ask Him for confirmation of what He told
you to do, or what you believe you should do. He will answer you but
you have to trust Him. If you doubt Him and start asking the opinions
of other people, you are lost.

Jesus has through the years spoken to
me many times and in many ways. He has spoken to me in a voice, in my
spirit. You look around and wonder whether other people also heard
Him. At other times softly, in a dream, in a vision. He has told me
things about people. He has said to me”That woman is lying.” He
has given me names of places and people and sent me to them with a
message, people that I did not know. Jesus has corrected me, taught
me, warned me, given me revelation. In 1998 I died of a heart attack
and even though I was seriously following Jesus, I found myself on my
way to hell. I pleaded with Jesus to allow me to come back and tell
the world that Jesus is alive and hell is real. I was following
Jesus, but at times I was not focused. He made me understand how
important it is to stay with Him every day all the way until the end.
My testimony is on my website and on Youtube. Jesus has sent me half
way around the world to do His will. In 2017 I was diagnosed with
rectal cancer. I ended up in hospital with sepsis after botched
surgery. I was in ICU unconscious for a month. I died twice. They did
not expect me to survive. I was so weak I could not even comb my hair
or brush my teeth. I had to learn to walk again. In that hospital I
had the opportunity to testify for Jesus to many doctors, nurses and
patients, people I would never have met, had I not gone through that
ordeal. In that hospital Jesus spoke to me. He also spoke to my wife.
He speaks to us all the time because we follow Him, we live for Him.

You cannot be fruitful for the kingdom
of God is you do not follow Jesus, if you are not led by the Holy
Spirit. You cannot serve Jesus by being religious, going to church
and following other people. My wife and I are normal people, we have
children and grand children. We have been married 35 years, but we
together follow Jesus. That is what He requires of us and of everyone
who wants to be fruitful in Jesus.

We share our testimonies and that which
Jesus teaches us and gives to us to share with others, hoping to
encourage them to also become disciples of Jesus and follow Him, so
that they can have eternal life.

Jesus has a specific mission and task
for everyone who believes in Him and follows Him and we can only
achieve His will, if we follow Him and are led by Him. We have to
follow Jesus, to have eternal life, not just believe in Him. How can
we serve Him, know Him and be part of His kingdom if we do not listen
to Him and do what He tells us to do? We have to know and hear from
Jesus for ourselves, not from other people and through others. Jesus
might send someone to us with a message, but that message will always
bring us back to the right relationship with Jesus so that we can
hear from Him and follow Him.

My life has made many turns and taken
unexpected directions along unplanned paths but in all of it Jesus
was there, teaching and guiding and giving understanding. He has
taught me not to trust in people, neither to follow them, only Him,
and so should you, dear friend.

Seek Jesus and you will find Him. Obey
His commands, repent and be baptized. Turn from sin and from
following your own ways. Seek Jesus with all your heart and He will
give His Holy Spirit in you to guide you all the way until the end.
Without Jesus, we can do nothing.

May Jesus bless you.

God Made Women Special - My Testimony

Everything that God made is exceedingly wonderful. So are women, if they serve the purpose that God made them for, as a helpmate for the man, and keeper of the home. However, many women want to be men and want to compete with men. In the end they are the ones who suffer and are unfulfilled.

Modern society has rejected God and even Christians follow after the ways of the world. Women don't want to stay at home, keep the house, bring up the children and be a helpmate to their husband. They have all sorts of excuses, that are basically selfish.

If you want to follow Jesus and live God's way, He will enable you to do so, even in modern society. God never changed.

I want to share my testimony with you. My first marriage was, to say the least, stormy. My mother-in-law believed that my wife should be independent, should be a career women. All went well until she visited, then hell broke loose in my house, and the wife was dissatisfied. She was an apprentice hair dresser and her mother insisted that she finnish her apprenticeship, which meant that she had to work long hours for extremely low wages. Our baby had to go to day care. My salary had to support the house, the daycare and my wife's transport, because her wages were so little it hardly covered her tuition costs. I had to walk to work because I could not afford transport. My wife drove to work with our car. My wife fell pregnant and we had our second baby. She had to interrupt her apprenticeship for a while, and once again mother-in-law interfered, insisting she go work. My wife had a nervous breakdown and ended up in psych ward. She went totally nuts. We were battling financially. I now had two babies in day care and a wife in the nuthouse. She came out of there and was permanently on medication, but then she went back to work to finish her apprenticeship.

When our second baby was nine months old my wife came home from work one day and drove in front of a thirty ton truck, loaded with steel. She wife never regained consciousness but died 3 weeks later in hospital. I became a widower with two little boys, one 3 years old and the other 9 months old. On top of that I had massive hospital bills. Never once did my in-laws offer to help with the children. A week after my wife died I received a certificate in the mail. My wife had qualified as a hairdresser. My dead wife was a qualified career women, a hairdresser with one of the elite hair salons.

My unmarried sister came and lived with us for a while to help with the house and the kids.

I was introduced to many women but none of them were interested in a 29 year old widower with two little boys. Then I was introduced to a young lady who, on the second date asked to see my children and scolded me for not bringing them along. She had never been married before but I asked her and soon after we got married. Her name is Christiena, my wife now for 34 years.

She was well educated, with a college diploma, working at a big corporation. When we married she quit her job to stay home and look after my kids. We later had one boy of our own. She has been a mother, a nurturer, a housekeeper, a loving wife and helpmate. My children grew up with a mother who was always there for them, feeding them before they went to school, waiting for them after school, taking care of all their needs, when they were naughty, when they were sick, when they were sad and needed support. She has always been there for them. They grew up to be fine hard working men, who know right from wrong and were taught excellent values.

When I married Christiena, I had a lot of debt. I was not earning a lot of money, but she is a godly woman and she came to be a mother for my children and a helpmate for me. We have been through rough times together. At one time I was fired from my job because of following Jesus. We lived in a country where there is no social Security, no government help, but Christiena never went out to work. Jesus supplied for us and helped us. He enabled me to provide for my family. We never begged and never came short of anything. My children never went to bed hungry. They were always properly clothed and kept. Together we have done many things, as husband and wife, as a family. We have worked hard, built a house with our own hands, done all kinds of things together. We worked together and prayed together and we are still together.

A year ago I was very ill. I was diagnosed with rectal cancer. The past year was physically the most difficult year in my life. I was in hospital, in pain, in ICU for more than a month. I died twice and was resuscitated. In December 2017 nobody believed I would survive, other than my wife, Christiena, she prayed for me and stayed with me, often sleeping in the hospital at my bed side. I came out of hospital and was so weak I could not walk. She nursed me back to a situation that I was strong enough to go through chemo, radiation and thereafter through huge surgery. Christiena nursed me and looked after me through all of this. I never went to rehab. After the first time I came out of hospital I had open wounds on my stomach. I carried a vacuum pump, to drain the wounds, because I had sepsis. The wounds had to be cleaned and dressed daily. She fed me when I was too weak to eat and rather felt like dying. She drove me around to hospital and back for months, looking after me day and night. In June 2018 I went in for a very big surgery, 7 hours, during which my rectum was removed, my gallbladder was removed, plastic surgery was done to reconstruct my rear, using muscle from my leg and repairing hernias created by the previous surgeries. I had a painful recovery from that, for months and had drain pipes hanging from my body that had to be cleaned daily. My wounds had to heal. I am recovering well, with my helpmate beside me. She never left her post.

I thank Jesus for keeping me alive and for supplying in all our needs. I thank Jesus for a good wife and helpmate, a fellow follower of Jesus and servant of the kingdom of God. I thank Jesus that we can testify for Him and point others to Him. Jesus makes our life complete.

Follow Jesus. Be the man He wants you to be and He will sustain you. Be the woman He made you to be and you will be fulfilled.

I want to reiterate the words of Psalm 128

"How blessed is everyone who fears the LORD,

Who walks in His ways.

2When you shall eat of the fruit of your hands,

You will be happy and it will be well with you.

3Your wife shall be like a fruitful vine

Within your house,

Your children like olive plants

Around your table.

4Behold, for thus shall the man be blessed

Who fears the LORD."

May Jesus bless you.

Thank You

The past year has been the most difficult year in my life, but I am so thankful to Jesus for so many blessings and for Him keeping me alive to be His witness.

Last year this time I was very sick and getting  more sick by the day. I was in constant pain and could not sleep. I was praying and trusting Jesus for healing but the sickness just got worse. In November 2017 I was diagnosed with colorectal cancer and I had  colostomy surgery.

The surgeon made a mess, which led to emergency surgery and caused sepsis. I was unconsious for a month in ICU, during which time I died twice and had to be resuscitated. Few people expected me to survive. Many prayed for me and my wife held on to Jesus, believing that I would come out of there. I was having seizures and after Christmas a doctor stepped in and changed my medication. She believed I was allegic to the medication. My condition improved and in January I went home. I had lost more than 40 pounds, was weak, could not even brush my teeth. My wife took care of me, of my wounds also. I had huge open wounds on my abdomen. I was permanently connected to a vacuum pump and in constant pain. In all this time nothing was done to treat the colorectal cancer. I had to heal up and physically recover before anything could be done to treat the cancer.

Once my wounds had healed up and I had gained strength I went into radiation and chemo, 28 regimens. I was severely burned and had to recover for 6 weeks before extensive surgery was done in June 2018. It was a 7 hour operation during which the cancerous tumor was removed, my rectum and gallbladder were removed. Plastic surgery was done to reconstruct the area where the tumor was removed and huge hernias on my abdomen, caused by the first botched surgeries, were repaired.  Muscle was taken from my left thigh and routed into my pelvis.

I have been recovering from this last surgery and I still have a drainage pipe. I have all along been in pain and had to use pain medication to be able to function. It has been a long uphill battle and I still have a long way to go. There were many days I did not feel to get out of bed, but my wife faithfully nursed, fed, encouraged and helped me, prayed with and for me, day and night. She never gave up, never stopped looking after me. Even now, she is tending to the drainage cavity and pipe in my rear. I cannot do it. I cannot reach nor see there. I am not allowed to lift things, and my wife is doing everything for me, driving the car also.

 There were times that I wondered if I will ever be without pain again. Today was the seventh day that I did not take pain medication in many months.

I thank Jesus that I am so much better. I thank Jesus for His many blessings. I thank Him that I am alive to witness for Him. I thank Him for a wonderful wife that He gave me, who has stood by me all the way. I thank Jesus for the road He has taken me along, through pain and suffering, but He was with me every step of the way. I thank Him that I could testify to many people whom I would otherwise not have met, doctors, nurses and hospital personnel. I thank Jesus for providing for us in every way, for brothers and sisters who prayed for us and supported us financially and still do.  May Jesus bless you all and reward you, both now and in heaven. I thank Jesus that throughout I was able to keep on witnessing and making videos, testifying for Him. Even though for the most part I have not been able to sit, He gave me the words and enabled me to be His witness. He gave me the power to endure even through the pain.

Jesus is wonderful. His ways are wonderful. All His ways are loving kindness. It is wonderful to walk with Jesus. That is how you get to know Him, trust Him and experience Him. That is why I have a testimony that Jesus is alive. Three times in my life I have died and Jesus brought me back to life to be His witness.

Jesus could have healed me of cancer, without going through all that I went through, but He did not. He had a purpose, to be served and He knows best. I thank and praise Him. We have to follow Jesus and endure with Him all the way until the end.

All the glory and honor and praise to Jesus alone. Without Jesus, we can do nothing.

Thank you Jesus!

Your Testimony Determines Your Salvation

You can only have a testimony of Jesus if you have met Him, know Him, and follow Him. Many believers do not have a testimony. They do not know Jesus. Their confession of faith is void, empty, worthless. We need to be witnesses for Jesus, by our own testimony that He is alive and real to us.

The reason why many believers cannot witness for Jesus is because they do not know Him,  and they do not have His Holy Spirit in them and they do not follow Him.

Before Jesus ascended to heaven, after His crucifiction and ressurection, He instructed His disciples to go to Jerusalem and wait for the Holy Spirit, the Comforter, that He had promised. He said:" you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you shall be My witnesses both in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and even to the remotest part of the earth.” Acts 1:8. He said:"you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you." They needed the POWER of the Holy Spirit, to be effective witnesses. After receiving the Holy Spirit (Acts 2), they went out under guidance of the Holy Spirit and witnessed for Jesus WITH POWER, and many souls repented and became followers of Jesus.

The only way that we can bear fruit for the kingdom of God is if we are  effective witnesses, with real testimonies of Jesus Christ. Our testimonies result from our relationship with Jesus, being guided end empowered by the Holy Spirit. We read in Revelation 12:11 "And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death."

Sadly most believers have no testimony of Jesus Christ. They believe in Jesus, following a false gospel, that promises them salvation based on faith alone, but they do not follow and obey Jesus, therefor they have no testimony of Jesus. They are not witnesses for Jesus because they do not have the power of the Holy Spirit. They are fruitless and useless for the kingdom of God. Many of them are religious leaders, preachers, churchgoers, Bible believers. They follow the doctrines of men and pride themselves in their Bible knowledge but they are not witnesses for Jesus becaues they do not know nor follow Him and have no testimony of Jesus.

Are you a witness for Jesus? Do you obey and follow Him? Have you repented, been baptized in water and have you received the Holy Spirit? Do you follow the guidance of the Holy Spirit? "Those who are being led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God." Romans 8:14. Are you bearing fruit for the kingdom of God? Every tree that does not bear fruit will get cut off and burned.

Are you a child of God. Do you bear fruit. Are you a witness for Jesus?

May Jesus bless you.



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May Jesus bless you.

Do Not Worry - My Testimony

If you become a disciple of Jesus Christ you don't worry about the things that  the rest of the world worries about. Jesus said to His disciples:"For this reason I say to you, do not be worried about your life, as to what you will eat or what you will drink; nor for your body, as to what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? 26“Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they? 27“And who of you by being worried can add a single hour to his life? 28“And why are you worried about clothing? Observe how the lilies of the field grow; they do not toil nor do they spin, 29yet I say to you that not even Solomon in all his glory clothed himself like one of these. 30“But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace, will He not much more clothe you? You of little faith! 31“Do not worry then, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ or ‘What will we drink?’ or ‘What will we wear for clothing?’ 32“For the Gentiles eagerly seek all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33“But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.  34“So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:25-34.

I want to share with you my testimony.  When Jesus told my wife and me. to return to the US a few years ago, we did not know where we would be living. We arrived with all our belongings  in a few travel cases, clothes and computers. We did not have a car, nor a place to live. Before we left for the US, Jesus spoke to me one night and showed me we were living in a  camping trailer.

The normal questions that anyone would ask are: What veihicle to buy? What camping trailer, and where would we find it?

We prayed and asked Jesus. He told me what  model car to buy. It was not my choice of model nor brand, but I found it and bought it.

We still did not know about the camping trailer and where we would park it. We did not even have truck that could tow one, if we bought it. Jesus spoke to my wife one night and gave her a street name. She told me when she woke up and I recognized the street name, I knew where it was. The next day we drove there and had only travelled a few hundred yards down the road when we saw a camping trailer for sale at the side of the road. I just knew it was it.

We had a look at the trailer and  agreed with the seller to buy it. It turned out that there was a trailer park less than a mile away. The seller agreed to deliver the camping trailer at the trailer park, to park it and hook it up for us. So we did not even need a towing vehicle.

We did not need furniture, as the comping trailer was fully furnished and ready to be used.

We are driving the car Jesus showed us, living in the camping trailer that Jesus chose for us, and we are living where He determined for us and we will be there as long as He wants us to be there, because we are living for Him and His kingdom.

Those who follow Jesus seek His guidance and His will because they live to do His will. He guides their footsteps and determines their life. All they have to be concerned about is about staying with Jesus, following His guidance and doing His will. He knows what we need, even before we ask.

Do not worry about tommorrow.   "But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you."

May Jesus bless you.

His Ways Are Not Our Ways - A Testimony

Not one day in our Lives works out the

way that we expected to do and to me today was one of those days, but
Jesus determines our footsteps and we just have to be sensitive to
the Holy Spirit to be able to do what He wants us to do.

This morning I went for radiation
treatment at the hospital as I've been doing for the last month and
as I arrived they informed me that the radiation machine was out of
order. They were fixing it and I would have to be waiting for a while
before I could have treatment. I sat down in the waiting room to wait
for my treatment. There was a lady that is scheduled to be treated
before me every day. We always see each other in passing, she leaves
and I come in. We started talking. We first talked about our cancer,
and the treatment and the effects of the treatment. She was quite
down, despondent, and we talked about recovery, and hope of the
future, and I say to her that I'm in God's hand. Whatever happens is
in His hand and He determines our lives.

I had the opportunity of sharing my
testimony with her, of how Jesus called me, of how I died of a heart
attack 20 years ago and I was on my way to hell, and Jesus let me
come back to be His witness, to witness to the world that Jesus
Christ is alive and hell is real. I could share with my testimony and
the hope that I have in Jesus. She asked me many questions and we had
a long and fruitful discussion, which would not have happened if that
radiation machine did not break down. Jesus directs our footsteps. If
I was not there for treatment, and if that machine did not break down
I would not have been able to share my testimony with that specific
person. If that person was not also in the same boat, afflicted by
the same fearful sickness, cancer, that everybody fears, if it was
not that we had the same infirmity then she would most probably not
have even listen to me, but Jesus prepares the way, and her heart
was prepared to receive the message of Jesus Christ. There was hope.
I could speak to her. She was receptive. I could share my testimony.
I was so glad that I had the opportunity to speak to her to share
Jesus Christ. They called her for her treatment and she said to
me:"To be continued...", meaning our discussion. Before she
left the facility she stopped by my wife who was sitting in the
waiting room in front, and she said to as she was so glad that she
could have the discussion with her husband.

Dear friends, we do not understand why
we have got to go through certain things in life. It is not nice to
be diagnosed with cancer. It is not nice to be hospitalized. I've
gone through a lot of things in the past few months. While I was
hospital, I died twice. I have been in much pain but I have had the
opportunity to witness to so many people that otherwise I would never
have met, people who would otherwise never even have listened to me,
because the circumstances brought us together. Jesus Christ brought
us together so that I could fulfill His purpose and witness to
specific people that He put in my way.

We have the choice, when we meet other
people, to either talk about things that are not important; we can
talk about ourselves, we can talk about the weather, and politics,
but to us as followers of Jesus, we must see every opportunity as
directed by Jesus for us to be able to witness for Him. We must be
sensitive and wait for the opportunity to share our testimony. What a
wonderful privilege to be a witness for Jesus. What a privilege to
live for Jesus. What a privilege to suffer for the kingdom of God,
even if we've got to go through difficult times, through pain,
through hospitalization, through cancer, through the shadow of death,
in order to fulfill God's will.

We must use every opportunity to
witness for Jesus. We must be sensitive and recognize the opportunity
when it comes, so that we can tell other people about Jesus, give
them hope, put their hand in His hand and build the kingdom of God.
His ways are not our ways, but if we walk in His ways we can bear
fruit for His kingdom. Jesus makes the way. Just follow Him. He will
guide you. He will give you the words and He will make you bear fruit
for His kingdom, if you stay focused on Him.

May Jesus bless you.

Share and Give

Those of us who have become disciples
of Jesus Christ, who have come to know Him have the privilege and the
duty to share with others our testimony of Jesus Christ, that which
we have learned from Him, that which we have received from Him so
that we can encourage them to also follow Jesus Christ.

We are here to share our testimony and
to give them hope that it is possible to follow Jesus Christ, that He
is only one way to follow Jesus and that is to be a disciple. I thank
Jesus that He called me and He taught me His ways, so that I can
share with others, so that I can point them to Jesus, that I can
testify to them that Jesus Christ is real, He is alive and that if we
seek Him we find Him and He reveals Himself to us, that we can have a
real and living relationship with the living God, that we can know
Him.

I wish that I had somebody that could
teach me, what Jesus taught me, but I thank Him that He did teach me
His ways and that I can be here to encourage others to follow Him,
that I can be here to share with others that which Jesus has given to
me and what He is giving to me every day; all his mighty blessings,
the knowledge of the truth, the knowledge of Jesus Christ, the
revelation that He gives to us if we seek Him, and that I can give
others hope and inspire them to seek and follow Jesus. I'm here to
testify to you that Jesus Christ is the way. He is alive, He is real
and that He is calling you into relationship with Him that He wants
to make you a child of God, that He wants to bring you into the
kingdom of God, and I want to give you hope today, never give up.
Don't let anybody stop you, don't let anything stop you from running
to Jesus. Jesus loves you. He will never leave you, He will never
forsake you, but you must not leave Him. If you have left Him, if
you're backslidden, run back to Jesus. He will never reject you. He
will never show you a way. As long as you are alive there is still
hope. Run to Jesus. Seek Him with all your heart. Forget about the
past. We cannot do anything about the past, good or bad, but we can
live today and every other day that Jesus gives us for Him. Let us
put the past behind us and live every day from today onwards for
Jesus Christ, one day at a time. Let us not give up, but follow Him
until the very end because Jesus Christ is the only way.

May Jesus bless you.

What Is Your Testimony?

What is your testimony?
Why do you believe in Jesus Christ? Is it because you have read about
Him in the Bible? Is it because you have been brought up as a
Christian? Why do you believe in Jesus? Have you met Jesus Christ
and is He real to you, because if you don't know Jesus for real and
if you do not follow and obey Him, then your faith in Jesus Christ is
not real, and it cannot save you?

If you have met Jesus then
you will have a testimony. If you have truly believed in Jesus and
you obeyed Him, you repented and you were baptized in water, and you
sought Him with all your power, then Jesus would have revealed
Himself to you and you would have known Him for real, not just
because of what other people told you, but because you know Jesus for
real, for yourself. You will have a testimony.

If you don't have a
testimony of Jesus then your faith is not real. Why do you believe in
Jesus Christ? I believe in Jesus because He revealed Himself to me as
real, as God Almighty. I have many testimonies of Jesus in my life.
When I was sick and I prayed and He healed me, when I was in a big
trouble, and I prayed He answered my prayers, and He brought me out
of my predicament. I was addicted to tobacco, smoking, and Jesus
delivered me, He set me free. I was a sinner but Jesus Christ made me
new inside. I'm not a sinner anymore, I'm a child of God. Now I walk
in His ways I do His will. He made me free from the desire for sin
and for the things of the world. I am born again because Jesus Christ
has put His Spirit in me. I hear His voice. He speaks to me. Jesus
Christ has delivered me countless times. I used to be a pilot. I flew
my own airplane. many times I was in big trouble and I could have
lost my life, but Jesus delivered me countless times. I have so many
testimonies of Jesus Christ, where He answered my prayers, where He
disciplined me, when He spoke to me, where He warned me. Almost 20
years ago I had a heart attack and I died and I thought I was a good
Christian, but I found myself on my way to hell.

Jesus had mercy on me
because I pleaded and I asked Him to let me come back to warn the
world that Jesus is alive and hell is real. Jesus allowed me to come
back to come and witness for Him. I am where I am because Jesus sent
me here. I'm doing what I am doing because I obey Him. I do it in
obedience to Him. Every day I'm on the internet and I give the
message that He gives to me to speak. If He does not give me a
message, I've got nothing to say. Jesus sends me to speak to people.
He reveals new things to me. He explains things to me. He teaches me
and He guides me. He provides in all my needs. I have a testimony of
Jesus Christ.

If we do not have a living
testimony of Jesus then our relationship with them cannot be real.
Jesus will say to many people on the day that they die:"Go away
I never knew you you workers of wickedness." Many of them once
met Jesus they thought they were saved. Maybe they said a sinner's
prayer, maybe they followed Him for a while and then they left Him,
but they did not stay with Him. We need to have a living testimony
every day, of our relationship with Jesus Christ. If we don't have
that testimony, then we don't know Jesus, then our relationship with
them is not real, and our faith cannot save us. We read in the Book
of Revelations, that they overcame by the blood of the Lamb and by
the word of their testimony. Have we got a testimony of Jesus Christ?
Is He real to us? Are we following Him every day? Can we talk about
Jesus, because we know Him for real? Do we have a living testimony of
Jesus Christ? May Jesus bless you.

I Am Not Ashamed

I thank Jesus for his
loving kindness and His mercy. I thank him for His goodness to me
because all His ways are loving kindness. I thank Jesus for this
condition in which I am right now, because it is all part of His
plan. I thank Him that through the sickness I've had the opportunity
to witness to so many hospital staff and to doctors, and to share my
testimony of how I died almost 20 years ago of a heart attack, and I
found my way on my way to hel,l but Jesus had mercy on me and he let
me come back to warn the world that Jesus Christ is alive and hell is
real.

I thank Jesus that I can
speak freely and openly and that I can testify from my heart because
I know my Father. I know His voice and that I can bring others to
Him, that I can take others and put their hand in His hand so that
they can know Him and that they can follow Him and that they can also
have life. We are here for His glory. We are here to be witnesses for
Jesus Christ, because if Jesus lives in us He must be manifested in
and through us. He must become more and we must become less, because
Jesus is Lord. He is King. He is God Almighty. All the glory and all
the honor and all the praises to Jesus.

May Jesus bless you.

Jesus Saves and Protects - My Testimony

Jesus Christ saves and He
keeps. He saves us from sin, He saves us from ourselves and He keeps
us. He protects us. He provides in all our needs. He keeps us from
stumbling and He keeps us from harm. So many times in my life Jesus
has protected me. He has prevented me from being killed, from getting
harmed.

Just during this week I
was on a construction site. It was wet and slippery and I slipped and
fell on some building debris. I came down very hard but it was
absolutely amazing that I did not get hurt. I fell very hard on some
very sharp objects. I could have broken a leg or a hip or I could
have knocked my head on something, I could have been very very badly
hurt. When I got up from the mud and the debris and I inspected my
body I saw that I only had a few minor scratches. It was truly
amazing that night, when I thought about it, I had no pain I had no
swellings. Jesus kept me from getting hurt. His angels carried me in
their hands.

It's just so amazing, so
many times in my life Jesus has kept me alive. He has kept me from
harm, because Jesus is amazing, He is God. He looks after His
children, not because they are good but because He is good and if we
accept Him as our Lord He takes care of us. Even though sometimes we
might not be faithful, we might not be faithful, we might stray from
Him, we might do what is wrong, but He doesn't change. He is God, He
is good. We often get disappointed and frustrated when things do not
work out the way that we wish but God is good and He takes care of
us. Jesus never changes. I look back at my life and there are so
many times that I should have been killed in an accident. I flew my
own airplane for many years and I got in some serious trouble, in bad
weather where many other pilots have got themselves killed, but Jesus
kept me alive.

My wife and I have been in
very dangerous places, lived in dangerous places where people get
killed for as cellphone or for a few dollars, or for nothing, but
Jesus kept us He protected us. We never had a gun, we never tried to
protect ourselves, but Jesus kept His hand on us. He protects his
own.

Many years ago we were
traveling in Namibia and the front wheel of the truck burst; we were
towing a camping trailer. We were six people in that truck and when
that front will burst that truck left the road; I lost control but I
remember just saying:"Lord help." The truck and the trailer
was totally destroyed and the six of us crawled out of that wreckage
virtually unscathed. Jesus kept His hand on us He protected us.

He protects His children.
Nothing can happen to us if Jesus does not allow it. He protects his
own and that is why we must thank Him and praise Him in all
situations. We must see Him, see His hand in whatever happens to us,
whether it be good or bad fortune, sickness or health. We must see
the hand of God, because He is with us. He stays with us, He keeps
us, He protects us. Jesus Christ saves and keeps, He looks after His
own. He is faithful. Jesus shows His goodness and His mercy to those
who love Him, who find their refuge in Him, who trust Him. and
therefore we must serve Him with all our heart. We must give Him
glory and honor. We must obey Him and stay with Him because He is God
Almighty, He is wonderful, but He is also consuming fire to those who
stray from Him, to those who

keep on doing wrong.

Jesus will chastise us,
He will correct us and if we do not listen, if we do not obey, if we
do not mend our ways and turn to Him; do what is pleasing to Him,
then Jesus will cut us off. Jesus did cut me off almost 19 years
ago. I had a heart attack and I died, and I was cut off. I was on
my way to hell. I was not serving Jesus in the way that He requires
of us. He requires discipleship, He requires total dedication, just
like he is dedicated to us. He is a jealous God. I died and I was on
my way to hell but Jesus had mercy on me. I pleaded. I said:"Lord
let me just go back and tell the world that Jesus is alive and hell
is real" and Jesus gave me a second chance to come back to
witness for Him; to tell the world that Jesus Christ is the living
God. You cannot fool around with Jesus you will end up in hell.
Jesus requires discipleship, not just that we believe in Him. We
cannot use Him nor abused Him. Jesus gave everything for us and we
must live our lives to please Him.

Jesus died for us, He paid
the ultimate price but we have to die to sin and we have to die to
our own ambitions, to our own ways and submit ourselves to Him. We
must serve Him with all our heart. Jesus gave everything for us and
we have to give everything for Him. He does not accept half-measures.
Do not despise the grace of God, because Jesus is drawing us closer
to Him, to walk in His perfect will, but He will not tolerate
disobedience. If we deny Him, He will deny us. If we keep on straying
from Him, disobeying Him then we will end up in hell. Submit your
life to Jesus, make Him the Lord of your life and experience that He
is good. Serve Him with all your heart until the very end, because
Jesus is the only way. He is the truth and the the life. Seek Him and
you will find Him and you will experience the goodness of God, the
goodness of our Lord and Master, Jesus Christ. Praise be to His Name.
Jesus Christ is Lord.

May Jesus bless you.

Knowing Jesus Christ from EXPERIENCE

You can only know Jesus Christ if you know Him from experience. Most
Christian believers do not know Jesus because they only know about Him,
what they have read in the Bible about Him and what other people have
told them. You need to experience Jesus Christ to truly get to know Him.

It is only when you experience Jesus, when He answers your prayer, when
He teaches you, when He guides you and when He disciplines you, that you
truly get to know Him. Some believers have a testimony of an experience
that they had with Jesus, of a prayer that was answered, or something
that happened in their lives that made them realize that Jesus Christ is
alive. and He is real, but it is not sufficient to have one or two
experiences, or had an experience many years ago. We only get to know
Jesus if we experience Him every day, and you only experience Jesus if
you truly follow Him, if you trust Him and you obey Him, and you go
after Him. Then you will hear His voice, you will experience Jesus all
the time.
I know Jesus Christ from experience, not just from hearsay, from what
other people said to me. Jesus Christ is alive, He is real, because I
experience Him every day. Many believers will stand before Jesus one day
and He will say to them:"Go away I never knew you." They will say:"Lord
we believed in You." But they never experienced Him. We only experience
Jesus if we go after Him, if we seek Him. We only get to know Jesus
Christ if we experience Him everyday, and we only have that experience
if we go after Him; if we diligently seek Him, because those who seek
Him find Him. If we draw closer to Him, He draws closer to us. You have
to experience Jesus Christ to truly know Him. Do you know Jesus Christ?
Do you experience Him? Or do you only know about Him? Have you come to
know Jesus Christ for real?
May Jesus bless you.

Warned and protected by the Holy Spirit - Testimony

If you serve and follow Jesus Christ He will teach you, He will guide you, He will protect you, He will warn you, He will tell you all the things that you need to know; but you need to trust in Him and not lean on your own understanding.
Jesus Christ has told me many things that I did not know. He has warned me about people. He has kept me from danger, deception and from death. Some years ago I was invited to go and preach at a small Church in a township, a ghetto, it was a very dangerous place. I used to go on Sunday mornings and the one Sunday morning I woke up at four o'clock in the morning. I had had a dream that I had been shot and killed on my way to this little church. I called the pastor of this little church and I told him that Jesus warned me not to come. He was very disappointed and he said Jesus will protect me, but I knew I had to take seriously the warning of the Lord, I did not go. The very next day some social workers who went to hand out food were killed in that same township.
Not so long ago I warned a man about his recklessness and he was very mad at me, he was very upset with me and Jesus warned me to stay away from this person, I had a dream that this man waited for me on a lonely road and he was very friendly with me; he drew me close to him to show me something and then he pulled out a gun
which he put to my face. I woke up and I knew that Jesus was warning me to stay away from this person.
Some years ago I was quite impressed with TBN (Trinity Broadcasting Network) and the preachers on TBN but Jesus spoke to me and He warned me. Hhe showed me that Paul Crouch who was in charge of TBN, was selling little coffins. Jesus also gave me a dream about Joyce Meyers; He showed me that Joyce Meyers was
preaching to parrots and she was making parrots. Jesus also spoke to me about Benny Hinn that he spends more money on his makeup
than most people earn an income.
Believers talk about spiritual discernment, and then they want to
discern from the Bible but they are not hearing from Jesus, they are using their own judgment and going by their own  understanding; they never heard from Jesus. Those who are being led by the Spirit of God, they are the children of God. If we follow Jesus we must ask Him about everything. I have asked Jesus
about many things in my life, many decisions, and He clearly showed me. He gave me guidance. If you follow Jesus He will speak to you clearly. He will give you guidance direction and understanding. He will warn you. He will keep you from los and from danger, but you have to keep your eyes on Jesus. You have to trust Him, obey Him, must listen when He speaks to you. If you
trust in other people and in your own understanding, then you cannot follow Jesus Christ you have to trust Jesus; ask Him, wait on Him and He will speak to you in a way that you will clearly
understand. If you follow Jesus you must receive your guidance, direction, wisdom and understanding from Him. You must pray and He will answer you. If any man needs wisdom let him ask of God, who gives to all men freely. The Holy Spirit will guide us into all truth, if we trust Him, if we ask Him, listen and obey. But if we doubt Him He will not answer us. We can only follow Jesus Christ if we truly trust Him.
May Jesus bless you.

Saved from the raging FIRE by Jesus Christ

We have been watching the reports of the terrible fires in Alberta, Canada  and it brought to mind years ago when we were caught in such a fire.

We were clearing some land and burned some grass and weeds that we had taken out. It was a calm day and it was a small fire but suddenly the wind picked up and we had a raging fire going. We tried to put out the fire but the wind turned around and the fire was in our face. We were suddenly surrounded by flames. There was no way out. I called to the Lord and immediately the direction of the wind changed  and the fire was pushed into the land that was already burned and there the fire died.

It was the hand of God that not only saved us but prevented the whole estate from burning down.

Many times I have called on Jesus and He immediately heard and answered my prayers. He is always with us. We must just call out to Him and He will help us but we must honor Him and tell the world that Jesus Christ is alive. He saved us from the raging fire and He saved me many times when there was no other hope.

Jesus Christ is ALIVE!

May Jesus bless you.

There is only one Living God

There is only ONE God, the Living God, Jesus Christ. He saved me from hell and from sin. I died of a heart attack in 1998 and Jesus Christ let me come back to warn the world that He is alive and that hell is real.

Jesus Christ is ALIVE and He reveals Himself to those who seek Him. He guides me, He teaches me and He supplies in all my needs. Jesus Christ is the ONLY LIVING GOD.

If you seek Him you will find Him. If you do not seek Him you will perish without Him because He will say to many people in that day that they die:"Go away i never knew you." because they never sought Him. They strayed like sheep but in the end they were foolish.

Seek Jesus while you can. He is ALIVE, He speaks and His sheep HEAR His VOICE. They FOLLOW Him. Are you one of His sheep? Do you hear His voice? Do you follow Him? Do you also know the LIVING GOD?

May Jesus bless you.

I know Jesus Christ not from the Bible

I know Jesus Christ, not from the Bible but from meeting Him, from Jesus Christ revealing Himself to me and in me.  He gave me His Holy Spirit and He speaks to me every day. He guides and leads me, He teaches me.

I died of a heart attack and I was my way to hell but Jesus Christ revived me, He gave my life back to me and He made me  a witness to the nations that Jesus Christ is ALIVE.

I know Jesus Christ for REAL. Many people only know about Jesus Christ . They have never met Him. They know Him from hear say, from what they have read and from what other people have told them. They do not know Jesus Christ for real. I know Him for REAL and I follow Him every day.

Do you know Jesus Christ? Have you met Him? Do you know His voice? Are you one of His  sheep? Do you listen to Him? Do you follow and obey Him? Or do you only know about Him? If you do not know Jesus Christ you are LOST, dear friend.

Jesus will say to many people in that day:"Go away i never knew you, you workers of wickedness." What will Jesus Christ say to you when you meet Him face to face the day that you die?

May Jesus bless you.

The Lord is MY Shepherd

1The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.

I am one of His sheep. I listen to His voice and he guides me
every day.


I follow Him and He supplies in all my needs

 2He maketh me to lie down in green pastures; He leadeth
me beside the still waters. 3He restoreth my soul;

I have found LIFE and peace in Jesus Christ. Even though the whole
world around me is in turmoil I have great peace that passes all
understanding. May soul rests in Him, I live in His presence.

 He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness
for His name's sake.

He teaches and guides me. He disciplines me and teaches me
righteousness and obedience. I strayed in the past but He disciplined
and corrected me. He is righteous and holy and does not tolerate
disobedience. I have learned His ways and now I stay close to Him.

 4Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of
death, I will fear no evil; for Thou art with
me; Thy rod and Thy staff they comfort me.

Jesus sometimes guides me through dangerous places. For some time
we lived on a remote farm in a country where farmers are murdered
every day. We did not even have any weapons to defend ourselves but
Jesus guarded us. One night He showed me a huge angel on a horse
guarding the entrance to the farm. We did not live in fear because He
keeps watch over us.

5Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine
enemies; Thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth
over.

I have many enemies who who hate, curse and despise me but I have
the honor of sitting at the table of my Lord. He feeds me with the
Bread of Life every day., “Man shall not live from bread alone, but
from every word that proceeds from the mouth of God”. He speaks to
me every day. He shares His secret counsel with me. He fills me with
joy, His Spirit dwells in me.

6Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my
life; and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

I am part of the Kingdom of God. I
enjoy the favor of my Lord every day of my life and He will welcome
me into His house when I am done here on earth.

Is Jesus Christ your Shepherd? Are you
one of His sheep? Do you hear His voice and follow Him every day? Are
you part of the kingdom of God?

May Jesus bless you

My Holy Spirit Baptism Speaking in tongues - My Testimony

I received the baptism in the Holy
Spirit in 1972, that was after I had sought after it for some time.

I want to share my experience with you of the Comforter the Holy
Spirit that Jesus promised to those who obey Him.
The Holy Spirit
with speaking in tongues is given to us as a gift, a confirmation
from God the Father that we are His children. He gives us the gift of
tongues so that we can speak in that tongue at any time.
Since the
time that I was baptized in the Holy Spirit I have been speaking in
tongues at any time, at will. I can speak in tongues now God gave me
the tongue, it is mine.
It's a gift. It's my connection with the
Spirit of God, He has given me OF His Spirit. It is not a guarantee
that I wil have eternal life. It is a guarantee that He has accepted
me as His child and it COMFORTS me that I can speak to Him in tongues
at any time.
He gave me a special tongue that I can pray with at
any time while I am walking along, while I am driving or while I am
praying, At any time I can speak in that tongue because it is mine,
he has given it to Me and He will never take it away and it has been
with me for all those many years.
There are also other times when
I pray, and when I pray for long periods that He gives me other
tongues. There are times when I am praying with other brothers and
sisters that He gives me a TONGUE WITH INTERPRETATION but the tongue
that He has given me to pray to Him with
to connect to Him with,
any time that tongue has stayed with me since that time that I was
baptized in the Holy Spirit and that is why Jesus said: I send you
the Comforter. because it comforts us when I KNOW, I received the
Holy Spirit and this is the proof, this tongue that Jesus has given
me as He has promised and it is the same Spirit that raised Christ
from the dead that dwells in Me the comfort that I have, the proof
that I have, to me ALL THE TIME is the tongue that I can speak He
won't take it away from me. I don't understand what I am saying but
my spirit together with the Spirit of God prays mysteries unto God as
Paul also said (1 Corinthians 14:2)
At those times when we as
children of God get together and we get into serious prayer incessant
prayer with God, then the Holy Spirit comes on people and the one
will have a tongue which is not the tongue that he normally prays in.
God will give him that tongue and He will give somebody else the
interpretation not the TRANSLATION, the INTERPRETATION the MEANING
of what the Spirit of God wants to convey to those people who are
there together praying that is what the interpretation of the tongue
is.
At other times the Lord will give me a prophecy where I speak
directly what God puts into my heart
the message that He has
given for those people who are there together. At other times also
when I pray the Lord will give me a prophecy, He will speak to me in
my spirit in English or in Afrikaans, my own home language and I will
write those words down because the Spirit of God dwells in me.
Now
that is not unique to me that is promised to every one who has
accepted Jesus as is written in Acts 2:38,39, where Peter said this
promise is for you and for your children and for all of those whom
the Lord our God will call unto Him.
Dear friend, you need the
baptism in the Holy Spirit you need the gift of the Holy Spirit with
tongues so that you are COMFORTED constantly by the knowledge that
you HAVE THE GIFT OF THE SPIRIT YOU EXERCISE THE GIFT you can speak
in tongues any time, you don't need to

close your eyes, you don't go into a
trance like some people do (pretend) they get these convulsions and
things that is just a show. We might get excited when we pray but
that is the person that gets excited
that is not the Spirit of
God that takes control of him.
The Holy Sirit is not a
CONTROLLING SPIRIT, He is a GUIDING SPIRIT, The Lord puts those words
in your spirit and you speak those words He does not take control of
you like some people say,

they are not speaking the truth The
Spirit of God will put and unction in you and you will feel driven to
do things but HE WILL NOT FORCE YOU TO DO IT. You have got to OBEY
the Spirit of God
The Spirit of God guides us and LEADS US.
The
Holy Spirit in us leads us into righteousness and into holiness and
if you are not right with the Lord, if you are disobedient then when
you pray in tongues you know, you are not right with God. The Holy
Spirit convicts you. It is the Comforter that God gives and the
Comforter does not want to comfort you WHEN YOU ARE DOING WRONG. WHEN
YOU ARE DOING WRONG, THE COMFORTER CONVICTS YOU OF SIN, RIGHTEOUSNESS
AND JUDGMENT because as a child of God you are fortunate, you are
blessed with the benefit of being CHASTISED AND CORRECTED
and the
Holy Spirit of God loves you and wants us to be HOLY and therefor He
wil convict us when we do wrong and if we continue in our wrong doing
GOD WILL CHASTISE (PUNISH) US and He will chastise us severely, like
He has done to me also Having the Holy Spirit does not make a person
special
you are just human, you are flesh and blood but, YOU HAVE
RECEIVED THE COMFORTER.
Dear friends, I want to encourage you to
seek the Holy Spirit because it is promised to you and to me and to
everyone whom the Lord Jesus has called unto Him and if the gospel
of Jesus Christ has come to you then you are called then you must
respond to that call invite Jesus into your heart and don't run away
from the gifts of the Holy Spirit. EMBRACE THE HOLY SPIRIT IT IS THE
SPIRIT OF GOD
ask Jesus for the gifts, ask Him for the baptism in
the Holy Spirit and then for MORE, more of His Spirit not as
something for yourself but to equip you to serve better because those
who are led by the Spirit of God. they are the sons of God The
Spirit of God will never force you never drag you along and therefor
we need to seek the gift of the Holy Spirit we need to seek to be
baptized in the Holy Spirit
and we need to seek to be fruitful.

Dear friends, what is of the flesh is
of the flesh and what is of the Spirit of God that comes from God

you cannot fake it we can accumulate
for ourselves a lot of knowledge we can know the Bible from cover to
cover but yet be WITHOUT CONTACT WITH GOD WITHOUT THE HOLY SPIRIT OF
GOD and if we don't have the Holy Spirit then we are dead, we are
spiritually dead we come alive in the Spirit when we receive the
Spirit of Christ and therefor we have got to open ourselves to the

Holy Spirit Once you have received the
Holy Spirit baptism you must practice it.
It is NOT a safe guard
against hell neither is it a safeguard against backsliding. I
backslid for more than ten years and even in that time, when I was
far away from the Lord He did not take the gift of the Holy Spirit
away from me I just thank Him that He chastised me and He spoke to me
SEVERELY
TO THE POINT WHERE I CAME BACK TO HIM because He never
left me, I left Him.
Dear friends, you NEED the baptism in the
Holy Spirit you NEED the gift of tongues so that you are constantly
COMFORTED you can pray in tongues any time, as you drive along, as
you walk along
while you are washing the dishes while I am siting
here,

I can speak in tongues any time. In
that one specific tongue but when I get into incessant prayer, as I
said then God gives me other tongues and then the Spirit of God prays
with your spirit and through your spirit speaks mysteries unto God
and that is why He gives His COMFORTER to us so that we can be
constantly COMFORTED by the indwelling of His Spirit!
You need the
Holy Spirit, dear friend and you can only get it from Jesus you
cannot fake it. The world cannot receive the Holy Spirit only those
who come to the Father through Jesus Christ.
It is a gift to
those who are connected to the living God through Jesus Christ and
that is why it is

the proof to you that God has accepted
you and when the devil comes with doubt and accuses you of things and
says: "Well the Lord has rejected you! He doesn't want you any
more"
You say:"No satan, I still speak in tongues,
because my Father gave me a gift. I am still connected to Him!"

So dear friends, if you have received
the gift of the Holy Spirit, practice it every day and let the Holy
Spirit comfort you, all the time because He said: I will send you the
Comforter Who will be with you for EVER.
So, you need the Holy
Spirit dear friend. You need to pray in tongues all the time, ALL THE
TIME!
While you are driving along, whatever you are doing, you
say....(speaking in tongues)
While I am speaking to you, while I
am doing anything, I can be praying in tongues in my spirit
My
spirit is rejoicing in my King When I wake up at night, I am praying
in tongues...
My spirit is rejoicing in the Lord always. I am
connected to the living God!
Have you received the COMFORTER?
DO
NOT REJECT HIM! The Lord will give you your own tongue dear friend
and you will know for ever that He has accepted you and He will
Comfort you, FOR EVER until that very day that you see Jesus Christ
face to face.
May Jesus bless you

Why Jesus gave me a second chance

It is destined for man to die once and
thereafter to face judgment. There are no second chances. Once we die
our life is over, our opportunities are over and we will face
judgment for what we have done while alive. But, Jesus Christ gave me
a second chance. I died of a heart attack and I found myself on my
way to hell, but Jesus let me come back to warn the world that HELL
IS REAL and JESUS CHRIST IS ALIVE.

People have asked me why Jesus gave me
that second chance and I asked Him. I will tell you why. It was
because I was deceived, I did not know the truth. Just like many
other believers I also believer in ONCE SAVED ALWAYS SAVED and when I
died I thought I was saved, I thought I was going to heaven, but I
found myself on my way to HELL. I was serious about following Jesus
and I thought that I had the truth but I was believing lies. Because
I was SERIOUS, Jesus had mercy on me and He let me come back and He
TAUGHT ME THE TRUTH. After I came back I asked Jesus to guide me, to
teach me and He spoke to me in many ways.

One night I had a dream of a friend of
mine who died and at that time I did not know that this person had
passed away. I dreamed that this person came to the gate of heaven
and he said:”Lord Jesus I am here,” and a voice from the inside
said:”Who are you?” He said his name and the voice said:”Go
away, I don't know you.” I woke up in a cold sweat and I
said:”Lord, if I come to that gate, will You know me? “ because I
knew it is written, Jesus said:”My sheep LISTEN to My VOICE and
they FOLLOW Me.” And I said:”Lord I do not know your voice. I
need to know Your VOICE. Please teach me. Please teach me Your voice.
Please teach me to listen, please guide me, please show me the
truth.” And Jesus Christ has been showing me the truth. I learn
every day and I am sharing that truth with the world.

Jesus Christ ALONE is the WAY the TRUTH
and the LIFE. People look for salvation in the Bible and from other
people, they run after people whom they believe are spiritual, or men
and women of God. Man cannot help you, dear friend, only Jesus
Christ, and Jesus wants to reveal Himself to YOU and to me. He wants
us to come into close fellowship with HIM. He wants to guide us and
teach us His ways. He wants to bring us into His kingdom, make us
part of His kingdom but we have to seek Him. We have to come into
fellowship with Him.

The Bible tells us that “those who
are led by the Spirit of God they are the sons of God.” (Romans
8:14) Jesus says:”My sheep HEAR My VOICE.” Very few believers
hear His voice, they go after other people and they interpret the
scriptures for themselves but they do not know Jesus, they have no
knowledge of God. That is how I was and I ASSUMED many things from
what I had read and heard from other spiritual people, but we only
have ONE Leader and that is Jesus Christ. He is calling each and
every one of us to come to Him. If we seek Him, we find Him. If we
obey His words as they are also written in the gospels, Matthew,
Mark, Luke and John, if we REPENT, turn away from our wicked ways,
seek Him with all our heart, accept Him as our Lord and Master,
SUBMIT to Him, be BAPTIZED IN WATER, and SEEK Him with all our
heart, He will fill us with His Spirit, the Holy Spirit and we can be
in fellowship with Him all the time. But if we are not interested in
Him then He will REJECT US. That is why Jesus said that He will say
to many believers in that day that they die, even though they were
church people, they believed they were saved; many of them were
preachers, they thought they were men of God, they did many things in
His Name, built churches, cast out demons, healed the sick, and He
will say to them:”Go away I never knew you, you workers of
wickedness.” Because they received His gifts and they believed they
were saved, many of them spoke in tongues and therefor they thought
they had the Holy Spirit, which they did, but they never FOLLOWED the
guidance of the Holy Spirit. They never came into that close
fellowship with Jesus Christ, they NEVER FOLLOWED HIM and that is why
they will perish.

If we are not interested in Jesus
Christ and His kingdom right now and if we do not go after Him with
all that we are then He will turn us away. He will say to us:”Go
away I never knew you. You were never interested in Me. Why do you
want to come to Me now?”

I am so glad that Jesus gave me that
second chance so that I could learn the truth and today I walk in
truth because I follow Jesus and I want to stay with Him every day
until the very end. I also want to share the truth with the world and
bring many deceived souls to Jesus Christ so that they can follow HIM
alone, because He is the WAY, nobody else. Don't go after men, don't
trust in your own understanding. Seek Jesus and He will reveal
Himself to you. Seek Him with all your heart, seek Him more than
food, more than anything else, BE SERIOUS and He will reveal Himself
to you. And then STAY WITH JESUS, let Him guide and teach you every
day because without Jesus we will perish, without Jesus we can do
nothing.

Seek Jesus TODAY dear friend and stay
with Him until the very end. Do not take any chances, there is NO
SECOND CHANCE. Many hope on a death bed repentance, very few people
get that opportunity. Don't take a chance, seek Jesus NOW and every
day until the very end. Stay WITH Him or else you will certainly
perish.

May Jesus bless you.

My Friend Is In Hell

Some years ago I had a dream about a friend of mine who passed away. I dreamed that my friend  got to the gates of heaven and he said:"Lord Jesus, I am here." A voice from the inside said:"Who are you?" This person said his name and then the voice said:"I don't know you, go away."

I woke up in a cold sweat and I realized that I don't know what Jesus will say to me when I get to the gates of heaven. I remembered the scripture that says:"My sheep listen to My voice and they follow Me." And I said:"Lord I don't know Your voice and I don't know what You will be saying to me when I get to that narrow gate," because it is written that Jesus will say to many people in that day:"Go away I never knew you, you who work wickedness."

That dream changed my life. I started seeking Jesus more earnestly. I realized that I have to KNOW Him, He has to KNOW me NOW. I need to know every moment that He is pleased with me or else He will say to me :"Go away I never knew you."

Dear friend, Jesus can talk. He is the Living God. Do you know Jesus and does Jesus know you? What will Jesus say to you if you die now? Will He welcome you in or will He say to you :"Go away I never knew you?" How do you know?

You can find out, dear friend. Get on your knees right now and cry out to Jesus. Seek Him, pray until He answers you. Ask Him. Ask Him what you need to do to be pleasing to Him and STAY with Him. Keep on praying. Live closely to Jesus. Work your relationship with Jesus and make SURE that He will not say to you one day:"Go away I never knew you."

Dear friend, does Jesus know you?

May Jesus bless you.

God destroyed my TV twice

Some 25 years ago I came back to the Lord Jesus after being backslidden for about 10 years and I had changed so much in a very short period of time that I did not fit into my job any more. I was not the fun guy any more  and my boss asked me to resign. Then followed a period of severe hardship, I couldn't find a job but in that time we got closer to God, we got serious about Jesus and one day the TV broke. So my kids said:”Dad the TV broke. “ And I said:”You know what guys, this is a very good thing because now we are going to be a family again. We are not going to slump in front of the TV, we are going to sit and eat at a table like we should have been doing in the first place, and after we have had dinner  we are going to read the Bible and we are going to pray together as a family.” So we never replaced that TV even when I found a job and when things changed in my life. My children grew up without a TV. I have three boys and they are MEN in their own right. They were not deprived for not having a TV. They have excelled in life.
When God sent us to the USA we bought a TV because we wanted to know how things fit together here, what people do. We hadn't been watching TV for many years and I figured that was the best way to find out what is happening. So, dear friends, I bought a TV and we saw all the evil that we had not seen for many years, for like 20 years. We saw the TBN's, we saw all these prosperity preachers. We saw all the wickedness that we were not even aware that it existed. Then one day my wife came into the living room and she said:”Lord Jesus, what is there in this house that displeases You?” and at that moment the TV popped. And she said to me:” You know what?” She said:”I just said to the Lord He must show me what is displeasing to Him in this hose and that TV popped.” So I picked up that TV and I walked outside and I put it right into the dumpster because I knew that God was showing us.
Dear friends, if you want to follow Jesus Christ you cannot have the IDIOT BOX, the ONE EYED GOD, in your house because that thing SUCKS YOU IN. It forms your mind and your opinion and it leaves you NO TIME for yourself to do worth while things, to be productive, it INDOCTRINATES you and worst of all it fills you with the wrong ideas. It brainwashes you, it takes you away from Jesus Christ. It fills you with A REALITY that is FABRICATED – you are indoctrinated by the devil.
Now you know, God destroyed my TV twice because He loves me and He cares for me and I want to tell you today, YOU DON'T NEED A TV, YOU NEED JESUS CHRIST. You need to be led by the Holy Spirit of God because if you watch that thing, that evil thing, all that  evil stuff that they dish up for you, you have got no time left for Jesus Christ. That becomes your reality.
Your reality must be Jesus Christ. You have got to get your VISION and your inspiration from the Holy Spirit, NOT from the TV. So if you want to be a real disciple of Jesus Christ, GET RID OF THAT TV. Cut the chord and destroy it so that it cannot go and destroy somebody else's life, and then start following Jesus Christ and He will reveal Himself to you.
REPENT OF TV, my friend and follow Jesus.
May Jesus bless you.
(This message was recorded in 2012)